broken Lyrics Of my Life…

You makes me Happy…

You makes me compleTe and my Heart was hit.

Rendell is his name,which rocks

my world as he camE.

I adore him as never be the same,

like the D.O.T.A that he lavs

as insane.

hehehe…peace Tol,

because U are My aLL in one paCked.

I loVe you Tol…

Hope you like my PoeM.

Since I was a child, lots of lessons that my father gave me. There were times that I was too hurt by his words and sermons. He scolded me when I got home late, even if it’s still 6 o’clock in the evening. I opened up my reasons but still he didn’t listen at those times. My father kept telling me that I should obey his house rules, as long as I still live with him. I have nothing else to do, but to cry. I couldn’t reason out anymore. I thought he don’t love me at all. But…as the times go by, I realize that I was wrong for believing and telling my self that he don’t love me. 

Now, I can feel that my father is the great father in the whole world. He raises us, and sent us in school. He works hard for us, and I am so proud that my father is like this. Yah…their is no such worls as a Perfect Father in this world, but I realize that those efforts and sacrifices that he feels is the perfect side of having a father like him. I love him…I love him…I wanna thank my father for giving me the comforts and the needs that I have right now. Eventhough I can’t tell him personally, but I want the whole world to know and those readers of mu blog…that……I LOVE MY FATHER DEARLY… I respect him and I wanna thank him for molding me this way. Who am I right now, is the result of my father’s sacrifices and sermons.

Pa…thank you very much..!

I love you and I’m sorry if I hurt you.

I am so proud of having you as my Ultimate and the best father in this WorLd…

Aja pa, we can do this…..goodnight 

"So go and think about whatever you need to think about. Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about and come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel. I could feel i could feel you near me, even though you’re far away. I could feel, i could feel you baby, why…"

The avril song…why..?

I love that song, because it’s telling me that I should let him go and think about himself, whatever he needs to think and do. It keeps on telling me that he has his own dream to fulfill and beyond that dreams…He should let me say bye bye for a while, sothat he can do it well. I may not understand it well, but slowly…with the virtue of time and love, I can understand it. Everybody needs to grow, and I let him, even though it really hurts me. Even he is far away from me, I know I can feel that he is near…and his at my side. Just come back when you already know how just you feel…dreams will come true and true love is unconditional.

Love lOts to my dearest Someone….

Im here for you, and I will always be at your side. I will never leave you no matter what. It is my promise since we’re together, even though you hurt me before, but still I’m here for you. I don’t want to leave you, because I want to be at your side when you need me. Just call my name and I’ll be their.

I accepted you as who you are, and never judge you nagatively. I respect all your decisions in life and I don’t want to hurt you as much as I could. You know how much I cared a lot. I already proved it to you, that you still remain so special to me. Even I was hurt too much, but time will heal the pain. The most important thing is that, I still found the real you. The real JAN2x and the real loving person.

I’m happy that we’re okay,and trying to fix things right. It’s a new chapter in life to open and I am hoping that in this time, it would be much better and happy. Just stop blaming your self, and don’t be afraid to face it, because as what I have told you, I’m always here for you. Ready to help and bring us together again.

You are such an important person. They may not see it, but remember this…even those small creature living in this world has its duty and importance. kaw pa kaya? na tao ka…the highest class of society as human being. Don’t loose hope, because I’m here for you. Never leave you and judge you.

Take care and I will always be here…

It’s already too late at night, still I cant sleep. I think lots of worries and problems now that makes me feel too upset and helpless. I think no one can help me, because I wanna take it as on my own. I don’t want my friends to be bothered about my problems. I don’t wanna give them such worries that will make them sad and unhappy.  Maybe, time will just come that all of this will be solve. all I think that God is always at my side, he is ready to help me and give strength in all the short comings that I may experience. As what they say,"GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME…" so why should I be afraid in facing my problems? if God is at my side.

All I want to do is to extend my hands to him, embrace me from the fears and worries that I feel. Before I will sleep this night, I will pray to God and tell him what I feel at this moment. I want to include in my prayers those people who seeks justice, love, and care. I wanna include also the sickly and the broken hearted, sothat they will be enlighten by Gods goodness and grace. Through this way, they can also feel that their is still a bright side waiting for them.

I hope that they will not waste the time given by God to them, because its the most wonderful gift that God gave us. The life and the love, hoping that they will value those people who keeps on loving them before its too late.

GOD…help ur children…help us to see the real beauty and calling of life.  I love u God. Goodnight…

I don’t know what to write, I don’t know what to think and I don’t know where to start navigating my mind. Sounds so wierd right?mmm…let me tell you this..I am out of the mood to write, but here I go again writing some out of the world topics. I really don’t know whats on my mind, so terrible. All I want to do is to write… write… write… and write…until I fall out in a particular topic. I guess Im just so tired and upset.hehe..lolz…that is why my mind hangs like this. yeah…yeah..yeah…Im starting to grab my ideas…i’M  narrating the story. mmm…I have this a friend of mine who keeps me smile in everytime he texted me. Actually we texted each other for almost 4 years. We became friends and shared each others experiences and stories. We cracked some jokes and it was so fun to be with him. We just sometimes see each other and we have different schools. I always shared to him my moments of sadness and loneliness through text. He makes me smile and comfortable. He is too good to me,a very gentle and a nice person. He makes me feel so special and I am too happry having him as my special friend. I treat him so nice and I cared for him. I don’t want him to be sad or to be sick. Each moment that I shared, is a  memorable days. Not erasable by time nor pain. I love my utol and I don’t want him to be sad…Go utol,,let us be happy always…hahahaha..take care..  

 care,

I thought I have a happy and unending Love story. It is so painful to be hurt by someone you really love the most, because it is a taugh and a very hard feeling. I cannot think well, nor sleep in every time I want too. I always cried and get upset in all those memories that we had. My mind cannot concentrate well and it makes me empty. Why? because it is my weakness to be hurt and be rejected by someone which is very closed to me. He destroyed the trust that I gave him, the care, the happiness and my dreams. I don’t know why…maybe because I have fallen into nothing. Nothing that made me happy and whole again. ..nothing that made me as a true person. My life is not easy after he broke my heart. I admit that I used to enjoy my life and other things because of him… We shared great memories together in every corner and days. Those memories makes me feel the pain each moment that passes by. I want to move on…I want to be whole again..but as of now, i don’t know where and when to start. Maybe it needs time to heal the pain that he created. I hope no one will ever hurt me again…NO ONE!!!

I thought I have a happy and unending Love story. It is so painful to be hurt by someone you really love the most, because it is a taugh and a very hard feeling. I cannot think well, nor sleep in every time I want too. I always cried and get upset in all those memories that we had. My mind cannot concentrate well and it makes me empty. Why? because it is my weakness to be hurt and be rejected by someone which is very closed to me. He destroyed the trust that I gave him, the care, the happiness and my dreams. I don’t know why…maybe because I have fallen into nothing. Nothing that made me happy and whole again. ..nothing that made me as a true person.

My life is not easy after he broke my heart. I admit that I used to enjoy my life and other things because of him… We shared great memories together in every corner and days. Those memories makes me feel the pain each moment that passes by.

I want to move on…I want to be whole again..but as of now, i don’t know where and when to start. Maybe it needs time to heal the pain that he created. I hope no one will ever hurt me again…NO ONE!!!